With Christmas not even a week away, no presents bought on my end, nerve pain so bad it feels like my legs are on FIRE and I spent my last check on insulin for my best friend! That explains my level of income right now. But with all aboard JMP and all the hard work I'm putting into everything around me, I feel things are going to spin a 180.

In racing things would seem to plateau from time to time and I think the same is happening now, but only pushed up and seem a bit stuck. The air is foggy right now in my life. But, as time has shown great things take time and being the Outlaw is to persevere. With that being saidI've waiting on Dr "smart" Clark to locate the best doc to help get my spasms under control. He put me back on HGH and testosterone so my energy is BACK! But, once again spasms come into play. Plus a few simple supplements to help my body working 100%...well as much as possible.

I once heard a voice say, if you have a pulse you have a purpose.  What in the world is my purpose?All my schooling took place behind handlebars, squeezing a gripper seat learning to finness a dirtbike around a racetrack. Spending extra time training, dreaming of being the world's fastest on two wheels in the dirt. That all changed 4 years ago within a matter of maybe a half second. All this knowledge and I'm wondering why my test was taken away early. Maybe because this was somethingI could endure that not many others could, or maybe because I hit neutral without time to jump off, or maybe I should have.... One thing's for sure, I got old too fast and smart too late. Hein sight is always 20/20, but really??..A broken neck?

Now I announce races, do private lessons, personal training, food vending at the racetracks.  

My egg will hatch and i'll be jammin' again. Just give time. Time can be hard to give....Time IS hard to give, on four wheels. TIME is life.

James Marshall