| Vitae - The James Marshall Story |
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As a young kid I was fascinated by motorcycles in general. I got my first dirtbike at the age of 8, but not after a few four wheelers and my parents trying to talk me out of it. It was a ’91 Yamaha YZ80. Although I thought it was all that and a bag of chips, it was slightly worked. I putted around some trails by the house but soon found out about a local track, “Skeeter.” Not long after I made it out for a Sunday practice. But that was all it took, I had the poison in my veins! I drank, ate and slept motorcycles. In my mind nothing else mattered. The next weekend my dad took me to my first race in Bastrop, TX. It was muddy; I had never ridden the track and ran number 4 to represent my childhood hero, Damon Bradshaw. But no excuses, I was lapped 3 times but despite the embarrassment I thought I did awesome!
It's been six years later and San Diego races on my 6th anniversity. That's a really scary, emotionally unstable day for racing in the same stadium I last walked and lived a normal, healthy, racing dirtbikes lifestyle. But before we go there, let's rewind and start on Feb 11 so you can get an idea of what has happened since "that day." I thought it was some sort of shock. It was nothing, I thought. My mind told me, "You're a Machine, nothing can touch you." because of my training regimen. I began spitting up blood while I was laying there. But I still thought, it's nothing; You're the man." They red flagged the race of course, but the Astrisk Medics were to me already. I wanted answers FAST, but Doc Bodnar reminded me that everything was going to be perfectly fine. I was breathing fine, talking fine so I was thinking it was some sort of shock that my body took due to something I was unfamiliar with. I had zero pain, so I had nothing else to rely on. Tom Hudson put a phone to my ear, my father's voice said, "what's wrong?" I replied, "nothing, I'm in some sort of shock." I let him know to not come out because Dave and I were coming home the next day (plus, that's a long trip with him; I'd end up beating him up before we got out of California!!) so don't waste the money, plus I'll be fine. They talked (Tom and my Dad) and decided it come out (Dad, Mom, Sister's and Liam) to make sure it's not a Spinal Cord Injury (SCI). The EMS and I spoke back and forth in this super tense situation. They asked me to "move my toes," "I am," I replied and then they asked again and I tried of course and gave the same answer. Silence.... "Is everything ok?" They said "Yes!" You're fine. I knew they were lying to keep me calm. It made me more anxious and more scared, really. The ambulance raced to the hospital. They got me in a CT Scan first. They needed specific pics of course so they placed my arms above my head while lying on my back.. It felt like my arms were straight out like a "'mummy." Right then is when I knew. Next, the neurosurgeon on hand put me in traction. It was horrifying. He drilled a horse shoe on each side of my head. That combined with the eight pound connected to it hanging off the bed was bad news. Possibly the most pain I've ever endurded. The specialist was on his way. While I waited on him I saw faces that I could have very possibly never see again. Jeff Edwards, Surge, etc. We talked individually about fond memories. Road trips, races won and races lost, crashes, basically anything to keep my mentality on a different level. Disappointing. Heart sinking. Dream crushing. Road 2 Recovery began my Fundraising (thank God I had them). To Be Continued... James Marshall |



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